扮堅強真係唔容易，點都騙不了自己的心。真係好想大喊一場，但好難，有人在，會控制住。。。不過依家，真係覺得好辛苦，有好多心入面嘎說話想同你攤開講，但係接下來的幾日怕尷尬，所以講唔出。好辛苦好辛苦。

聽日希望可以按計劃，可以獨自在WAIHEKE 散散心，大喊一場，好怕壓抑到心痛。

發覺有D心事，真係只有同番女仔講，先會明白感受。因為D男噶，似乎根本不能理解我門的感受，因為他們永遠都那麼闊達，感情永遠都不是優先。

不夠理性的人總是輸家，例如。我。

好累了，不想想了。

被一个SHOW 里面个女仔嘎一句话感动佐：

“大家都知道分手后各有各生活，要MOVE ON, 但系做唔做到，又系另外一回事”。

mum says my temper is very 燥 after i am back...hais...what happen to me? i know this will hurt her but i can't control..is it because its my first day? or is it because i feel insecure in sg now?

hope things will get better soon.

maybe its really true that gals are tend to be more sensitive and small gas? i really don't know how to deal with the emotion when i think that u are completely okay while i am still feeling sad. i hate that u hang out with the bitch but i've got no right to say anything isn't it.

if only all those obstacles are gone...u can be the one but i guess you just love yourself more.

wake up cyt! welcome to the cruel reality.

nice quote

愛人的那一個，往往在不完美中給完美；被愛的那一個，卻總是在完­美中找不完美。

song by

李玖哲－不, 完美 MV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBpP-wGi36A&feature=related

first wine purchase in nz

my first wine purchase, since pple said its good to drink abit before slp, but i guess i am juz not a wine person ~.~

a nice saturday

High tea @Langham hotel to start off the day~~

This 3-Layers one is one-time only, but to me, they taste so so~

The 2nd round, the desserts, are unlimited, to me, they taste nicer, and i am too full to choose all so just select these 3, hmm the kiwi cream one and the choc cakes are good.

Rose tea, not bad~

Then took ferry to halfmoon bay

To watch his final match of the season

and hotpot at night, good day

things to buy for the room

when back to sg...gonna live in the small room again...sth to buy in mind..

-alphabet foam mat

-full length mirror

-small waredore

-small bedside table

-storage luggage

not used to be this emo..but now..why?

Never be dependent anyone in this world . Because even your shadow leaves you when you’re in the dark...

what will u do if u suddenly realise that...

he could be ur whole world,

but you might be only just part of his world?

4th to 6th July Road Trip

HOLIDAY. had a road trip with bb, Der& Syl, went Taupo, Rotorua and Mt. R again, also bypass Hamilton this time lols...went prawn park at taupo, ate the nice prawn chowder; Snowboard at Mt.R; Hotspring& see mud pools at Rotorua. Well, got a number of nice activities tat i wanna do in Rotorua but i guess Winter is not the right season~~

Most importantly, i feel so lucky to have bb by my side <3

biu gor's wedding postponed to 11 Dec 2011, which means.......................i am able to attend~ yeah~ at least something for me to look forward for year end, but at the same time, i dun realli want this year to end too fast................................................................coz i dun even know whats the next move for me after grad =(

tmr's the monthsary...but i dun feel like its tat short~~

26 marc'11 midnite, suddenly u whisper into my ears...kinda unprepared, hmm but i said we can give it a try.

but sometimes sth juz takes time i guess...

hope ur nt playing.

CHCH appeal event

http://news.chinesetown.co.nz/2011/0314/654492.html?1



LOL~ if i know this will happen , i will get up earlier to do some make up maybe lol

HAPPY CNY

These are really cute rite, mahjong cupcakes lol~~

WALKATHON

SPOT ME =))

Christmas party for the children with intellectual disability at MINDSville@Napiri

Date:20 dec 2010

Time:2pm-6pm

i tot we r going to visit the homless kids oni, becos i didnt really read the email, then i realise the children there are with intellectual disabilities. at first abit scared coz was wondering how to deal with them, but slowly, i enjoy this event, and would like to participate more.

i paired with this girl, we can't really communicate as she can't talk and it seems she has problem of understanding things, her hands r being tied as the nurse she is uncontrollable, she will run away.she can't talk but she always want to kiss or hug you, starting abit scared, but ultimately i realise a way that can calm her down---- food =x

personally i like this boy, he seems polite and mild~ i duno why he's been tied up becos he seemed normal to me, but at least when i say Hi to him, he replied me like..immediately..=)

actually i am quite lucky, on and off come back to the same company to work during holiday, its not usual i guess, and currently happy working, althu i feel sleepy and tired all the time ~.~

suddenly..i dun feel like going this church again.....i dun feel like socialise there anymore..i feel tired ...but...after watching the trailer of "most", my feeling toward God's love grows stronger, i wanna worship him, but i start to wonder, if mt well's acmc is the right place for me.

bits and pieces

The Korean style noodle that our lady boss made for us..yummy~~

New zealand fashion week 2010, eh...nth much to see?

mango mooncake in my hand, and green tea mooncake in the box

one of my favourite frm J'S tea, caramel pudding~

my hair colour, i think not bright enough =_=

i am so amazed to find this in auckland, reminds me of my old times with the birds. this is fake anyway

acting cool? =_=

banana split,@new market

play around with my clothes, mix and match

bigger hole in my pocket

Leave house at 8.30AM today, me, yy and rebec follow Kelly to East Tamaki, kind of warehouse sale. thought of juz window shopping, coz the sale there is like skin care, make up and fragrances, i thought i wont be that interested to buy but they were like "we shall see"...

It is an Elizabeth Arden sale, the prices there are really much lower than retail price, http://shop.elizabetharden.com/family/index.jsp?categoryId=2779912&view=all

so in the end, i bought a few, eye cream, moisture lotion, eye shadows, and some gifts that i prepare for frens' bday. even saw britney, hilary duff, usher and M's fragrances, the prices are really good, didnt know they are under Elizabeth Arden till today.

quite guilty sia coz the hole in my pocker is getting bigger! recently abit over-spending, my exam results also not that good so i feel super guilty now. shit..shall control!