Friday, February 17, 2006

jia you

[ Smile More!]

yea yesterday had lunch and dinner with grp of friends...yea m really happy...i don't know how to explaine the feeling...feel double sweetness when frenz treating u sth? food or movie or watver...not becos u get it free...i sure u understand...is the joy...arh i duno how to explaine also...but is just sweet...at least for me...i will just feel so sweet =)


i think i really should not think and complain too much...life after all...aint that bad actually... at least when i say i want buy something and complain i have no money...they will buy for me...even though nag at me say why i got work still no money left...opps...;at least when i say i m hungry...she will cook for me even though she haf work the whole day and tired...;at least when i feeling down...i have them to talk to and share our feeling...; er ...and at least when i nv study for jap test...i can copy? lolz haha...opps...yea but feel guilty...and sumhow quite like the jap teacher...hmmm. although there are some problems that still not able to solve...but dun care liao...juz leave it aside first ba...shun qi zi rang...

erm...and i want to say that...actually u dont have to do anything to entertain me...u just need to be yourself...sit beside me...talk to me normally...i will feel happy...i won't feel bored or wat one...and i hope that u won't feel sian when i duno how to react to some of ur jokes =) keke...

arh...mayb becos the econs paper is on next wed so i don't feel the pressure yet? but i can't stop worring...must pull myself up...arh...pass all~

PS: i swear i will never walk back home alone at night anymore! that's too scary!!!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

exam timetable plus cny

Exam TimeTable:

22-FEB (WED)
12:30PM - 02:30PM
BM0035
PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS

27-FEB (MON)
08:30AM - 10:30AM
BM0034
STATISTICS


28-FEB (TUE)
04:30PM - 06:30PM
IT2502
OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGRAMMING USING JAVA

02-MAR (THU)
08:30AM - 10:30AM
IT1604
DATA COMMUNICATIONS & NETWORKING

03-MAR (FRI)
08:30AM - 10:30AM
BM0036
MANAGEMENT PRINCIPLES
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This year's cny visit jk,yvonne and piggie hse...thx for the treats and the ang baos =) arh esp yvonne hse...got 3 dogs,but their hair all shaved...haha...and doggie Kenny is my favourite...hmmm...thought he is a baby doggie...coz his size is the smallest...but in the end he is an ah gong dog le lolz.cute~ arh...after exam shall find some excuses go her hse again =p lolz. hmmm wonder when i can have my own doggie...

[Kenny the Dog]

the past weeks got quite a number of activities...go ray hse play, mid nite kbox with rt pals,shopping,firework etc...nice ones.

and after so long...finally i leant cashier...feel abit excited?...and i like the sound when i press the buttoms..keke...ok shall put in more effort when doing whatever things...

feb stop my drum lesson and work lesser...exam month mahz...hope march faster come.

jia you jia you!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

cruel world

mum...i feel very helpless...how i wish you can by my side now and tell me how should i face all these...i feel like a losing kid...i duno where i belong to...i feel so homeless...but u know...talk thru phone is not the way to help me...i can only express myself better face to face...i don't even expose my deep true feeling inside my heart to you...even myself...i m trying to numb myself into my own world...

mum...i am scared to get into the cruel real world...coz if i got hurt...i scare i can't stand up again...tell me what to do...

hope the time pass slightly faster...hope that our wish can finally come true.give me the power to continue live strong by self...i need motivation.i really not good to deal with long distance relationship...all kinds.sumtimes i really want to blame you...coz i feel like i becum nowadays state is all bcos of you...i cant be with my frens..i cant have a normal home...and i lost them...ya i can't even gif myself promise how i able to give them? no one will wait for u...pple juz fall easily and forget u easily.

feb is gonna be a tough month..projects and exams...hope all of us can promote to the next level.work hard.

and wish that the [b.l.o.c.k.e.r.z] time will be back soon...hope all the misunderstood and unhappy arguement gone soon too.

to my friends out there...hope you know that smoking and drinking is not the way out...

recently...addicted to the song "zhe mo" by 183 club...haiz.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

happy bday mum!


To my Beloved Mummy...

Happy Birthday!!生日快乐! I Love You! rmb to take care of yourself...God bless my mum please.