Friday, December 28, 2007
is this sem's proj too hard...or is i slack?
not as much confident as b4 in this sem, but no matter what, must get them done, can't afford to fail...no way man.
fri to nx monday will be working at centrepoint 7-11...hmmm
and 2008 is coming...nt much hard feeling but somehow, still looking forward ya? after all, it's so called a new start...
i think it's still somehow not easy for me to open up and express myself the way i wish to? maybe coz...my family's nt with me for so long? few years then see cousins once?so like nt realli good at communicate and build relationship with people...maybe coz of the lack of family bonding that makes me lack of the feeling of secure and so eager to find a shell to hide inside?sigh. really. kinda envy people that have siblings and have family outing.
enough of emo-ing. work hard...for the future. though still...fates decides.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
ica2 individual project - 18th jan 2008
ica2 project - week 17( feb?)
global supply chain:
ica project due - 7th jan or 11th
ica 1 part c - 14th jan
ica3 indi test - 21st jan
entre day - week 16
ica 2 chapter4,6,7,8 - week13or 14
case study 10%
practical after term break
update the blog also.
baby gave me a bracelet from mintmark& co for xmas, cute...love it...and the red box with the snow flake is nice...
but...as long as i have you...enough le...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
9sept to 8oct will be away from Singapore...hope can enjoy myself and...forget all the unhappy stuff for some time...
sometimes feel like isolated my self from the world really...also don't know why...sometimes i am thinking...sometimes m i treating somethings too seriously? and what drift people apart?
i think i shall keep reminding myself... back to the old me...so to make things simpler and make self feel happier...
for now..abit like free from the feelings for ahem ahem ahem ahem le bah...now what worries me most is my future? hais...upon graduation...then this keep troubling me...mum kinda keen wanna me to work at least for a year first...to get a PR first bah...got a hou lu sth like dat...but of coz deep inside my heart...i wanna furthur study...we can't deny that...it's nt easy to pick up study again when u don't keep in touch with it for a long time...like rusty? i hope i got the determination to pursue what i want to do...a diploma is really nt enuff nowadays ba...and i really wanna school life to cont...haix...but money pressure, mother's side...reality everything...i guess i don't have a choice right now...
MONEY...haiss....can't deny...sometimes i m thinking...if we don't have to worry abt the financial side...things will be so much more easier...
working life...honestly...i tinking i m nt ready yet..and also...i m kinda afraid of it?
simple life is nt so easy after all...sigh...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
firstly...last friday watched "bu neng shuo de mi mi" with cindy, lala,fatt and koufu...GOT FEEL ARHHH...sweet and touching...omg...keep hui mei~
this pic was taken after the "LAN GAME" outing...memorable...after lan went to esplenade area to ton awhile...miss...
Again...National Day...but don't know since when...i don't really like my bday is on this day le...lazy to say the reasons le...but...still...thanks for all the surprises~BI 0506 peeps, Eldc&Bsu Peeps, Ex srjc Ld Peeps, and keke and ning...really appreciate it...
but then i am thinking...when can i celebrate with my family? haix...
Last friday is Eldc Last day...haix...honestly felt like is my last day as well, really used to the life with them...bu she de...really wanna hug them...haix..next week when i walk pass eldc room, there is no one for me to smile at le? miss the lab that filled with them...arhhh!! also, i know that,haix...there's sure nt the same anymore...distance do matters really...hope still can have outing...esp the nite cycling~~hmmm
and next week, will be my last week at bsu,tep le...even harder to see them le...hmmmmm....
really enuff of the feeling of comes and goes le...it really hurts...
haix...and even the road of study is so complicated,without money and things, u can't even choose the place u wanna study and the things u wanna do...hao fan arh...i can't see the future? very mess up...who knows maybe i need to work first then can cont study? haix...who knows...
he will be my secret. hidden.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
thought i can't deny that, distance really matters, and somehow...haix...i no longer in eldc, but, just hope things won't change much...can things stay in its way?
tonite...wow...rejoined TKD again...bring back my childhood memories! miss tkd...it's like donkey years ago...lolx...but abit paiseh sia coz there are lots lots of kids, but surprising anna prefers this atmosphere than kick boxing in nyp, she said don't really like the people there, rather be with the kids...okay some kids are kinda cute? erm...and the gal who taught us today...um...handsome gal? hmmm hmmm....ANNA don't ps arh...i will motivate u to go for lesson...tkd is nice.
lastly,realise that i can't talk normally and be myself when infront of some people...then i start to think...maybe i shall just don't take it too hard, since i can't even be comfortable with them, my converstaion with them...erm...i guess is kinda casually as well, as in...hi, tok some crap, then ...bye?
kinda sad, but , rather than i act shou rite. i rather don't talk much, if there is no such need, i don't wanna be fake. no point forcing myself anymore? let it go.
lol what am i talking?
and i m very confused...really...but i know it's impossible, i don't wanna get hurt, so...it's safter to keep it to heart.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
(ps.jacky is not frm my department...hahaha)
( i will move on i will move on...)