firstly Happy Birthday to meh!
after having lunch plus tea break with king@ crystal jade,i rush home and going out meet anna and meh at far east...meh's fren edward also there...and he looks abit matured compare to last time? do u feel happy today? i hope u all did..r u drinking the breezer now? haha...sorry coz i really not sure if i got brings u joy today...sorry...i owe u a piece of cake ok peiyu...nx time after ur exam...jio u go eat cake ok? sorry today i actually wanna stay overnite but my cash can't withdraw frm the atm yet...shit... haix i really treasure the time being with u all really... all the friends out there i really miss u all at this moment.
i don't know what's wrong with me but i just suddenly so dislike the present me...it's like so duno wat...fake? unfriendly? just very negetive...shit...i m like abit losing myself? where the hell m i? shit.
and suddenly i feel abit sick with working. or tired? i tired to hear all the things about working...but who ask me like to buy this buy that and i still gonna pay the drum fee by self...so i gotta continue...but i think...mayb far east is worsen...mayb? haix...no complaine la...u want to have money to spend? then u gotta work what.
to my sec school friends...plus some srjc ones...hey i really miss u all really...haix...i hope things won't change that much...and i hope we will meet each other soon.and meh...i just don't know why but really hope today didnt make u bored ok.
rt pple...i really cherish the time being with u all...maybe when school starts things will not be the same anymore...will not have that much time to see u all...haix...but...haix...hope won't have big changes...but...mayb working just makes some pple change...esp those with big ambitioins?
school gonna reopen again soon...sianz...hope our class can continue have funs together...chiong arh...and wondering abt the cca...
haix but still...where am i? is this the real me?