alone

Arghhh...i don't even know how to express what's wrong with me...there's too much stuff screwed up together...but i really don't know how to say...i rather keep quiet...why like that...maybe imaging when your parentz are not here with you...your granny who used to be with you not here ...some of your friends are not here too...then...u gotta face all those shit...maybe that's the feeling...further more...those irritating people keep appearing in front of you or disturbing you...acting like a childish kid...what is this man...

should heck care them...yup heck.
so far what i have learnt? arhg...projectz...must contribute...but i don't know how to express well?like so weak in teamwork? ............beta stop thinking to0 much?...it doesn't help.