so i m wrong...grandma still angry with me...and i never give in...i never apologize...what a cold-blooded idiot i am...slap me. i feel so insecure when i know mum is injured but i don't know how serious the injury is...this feeling keep making me feel scared...anytime...anywhere...when think about it...my heart feel so cold. i thought i can't joke ard but i did today...but i m just a piece of hollow shit now...hollow soul or watever.
i really envy you..."you" who have ur family to be with u happily.
a piece of messy shit. how to pick myself up?
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